It's difficult to explain how I feel now. There's some sadness, maybe a tinge of regret mixed with bitterness, and possibly a sense of 'yes, I did the right thing'. Making the decision to come wasn't the hardest part; It was what came after when I was here. What do I say? Were those the words you wanted to hear? Was I even the correct person to have came? No answers, just questions -- questions which seemed hardly relevant now, but would have made all the difference. I'd like to think that I have made the most of it, and that the three days would have changed something. Maybe it did make a difference, maybe it didn't. Who knows? Either way, this chapter is now closed..
-- Written on the bus back from J.B.
~Zhongy~
