I realised today that I can probably never be a clubbing sort of person.
Don't ask me why, but the fact is that to bring myself to 'let my hair down' so to speak, involves breaking a few psychological barriers within which have probably been there for, well ages. Call me chicken, but I think that I lack the courage to pull down these walls that I have put in place for myself. Maybe it's just a part of me that I am not ready to face yet, or that it's just a part that I'm not ready to reveal to other people. It's just Zhongy being himself I guess, and no amount of loud music or alcohol will change that. Either way, I'm sorry if I spoilt the clubbing mood today. I was really happy to see all you guys enjoy yourself and it was really good to meet up again after so long =)
It was equally nice to have finally met Ash, 'lil Nunu, Debbie, Wen Yao and Hui Ming in the morning for brunch too haha. None of you have changed any bit since we left KTJ, and I hope that it stays the same. Special thanks to Wen Yao for letting me spend the night at his place and of course, for great company. Going to meet Azlan tomorrow before I go back to Warwick, and I think that should turn out fine as well.
Went shopping at Oxford Street today. I didn't really expect to buy anything and was just looking out for stuff that I might need. End up buying a GAP hood which looks damn nice and keeps me warm for 38 pounds. It wasn't that bad considering the quality of the material and the fact that it was GAP. Quite pleased with the purchase that would add to my winter wardrobe. Going back there again to see whether there are other bargains available. Saw some nice long-sleeved shirts in T&M going for only 10 pounds but I was too lazy to try on for sizes. Maybe I'll do it tomorrow... Hahahahha.
I thought the trip to London was very successful this time round. It was good to meet up with KTJ people today and I am extremely pleased to see people that I have missed a lot. Maybe there were a few others whom I didn't meet on this trip, but I guess there will be a next time. Back to slogging in Warwick tomorrow, and I think the only time I would go down to London again would be during December since I'm so busy much of the time. Other than that there's still an appointment with Amira to keep in Edinburgh, but we'll see how that goes. Anyhow I hope to see everyone again at Nott's Games at least, IF I decide to make the trip amongst my busy schedule.
Anyhow I'm in Wen Yao's flat now, signing off. Take care people. Cheers =)~Zhongy~
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