{Underneath the Stars.

underneath the stars
It is all very well, when the pen flows, but then there are the dark days when imagination deserts one, and it is an effort to put anything down on paper. That little you have achieved stares at you at the end of the day, and you know the next morning you will have to scrape it down and start again. ~Elizabeth Aston

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Name: Zhongy
Age: 18 years old
Date of Birth: January21 1990
Horoscope Sign: Aquarius

Hey guys. I'm guessing anybody who's viewing this actually know who I am. I'm Zhong Yang of course. This blog, titled Memories of The Present is something which has been in the works for some time now. I've specially made it so that people not within Friendster can also view my thoughts. As I'm now in college (Kolej Tuanku Ja'afar), I'll try my best to keep you guys updated on my progress here. Anyhow the posts shall be made in either English or Chinese for the benefit of all my friends. Feel free to comment or drop me messages. Thank you all for dropping by. ~Zhong~

Monday, 20 August 2007

1+2+3+4+.......=0

04:31

So, 3 for STEP II.

Just shows how much my hardwork ammounted to.

Nothing.

Just shows how stupid I really am, practicing for 4 months and yet only getting a 3 grade.

God must be laughing himself off his perch.

I'm really really sorry Mr. Finch. Maybe I overestimated myself 4 months ago when I first stepped into your office. Maybe I should have just taken STEP I. Maybe I shouldn't have taken the exam at all. The result proves that I'm not that smart anyway. And it wasn't even a difficult paper.

Proves that everything I've ever work for, I never succeed at it.

So what's the point in working?

It all ammounts to the same thing.

And I disappoint myself and other people every time.

Might as well just save everybody their sympathy and disappointment.~Zhongy~

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